winter...

i took dis pic in jeju island...

actually dis is a maple tree...

but taken below it...

blocked by the sunlight...

so only can see black colour leaves...

but i like dis pic alot..

giv me a feeling of relax...

abit dull n vintage...

ngam my feel nw...

so ppl...

sit bck n relax once a while...

so that u could live longer...

haha...

annyeong...

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하하하

ok...
dis blog post is specially dedicated to my dearest ching mun..
for the sake of living longer...
hahahaha...
ehm...
she ah...
ausmat march intake's chili padi...
everyone is scared of her...
hahaha...
coz she luks toooo cooool...
got no expression on her face...
haha...
bcuz im too friendly...
so i go n talk to her loh...
n nw bcum frens loh...
hahahaha...
actually she veli cute de..
n veli 8...
keep on stalking ppl's blog...
ok lah...
dats all bout my dearest ching mun...

p.s.: satisfied?

shinyee 신리

miracles...

everyone wants miracles,
not miracle...
bcoz we want sumthing
that maybe we coudn't do it all by ourselves...
or,
sumthing that we think we coudn't do it at all...
anyway...
only a few in this world that could hav miracle happens on them...

Im jus a little tiny me who live in this gigantic world...
besides havin a huge body size...
i've got nothing else
that could have gain me sum attention or chance to hav miracle happens on me..
chances of this is like de chance of winning the toto's 1st prize...
maybe even harder than that...

if from the beginning i put all my effort in it n din give up...
i could have achieve it long time ago...
is dis y it still bothers me bcoz i gav up easily...
r u punishing me?

oh my lord...
please wake up my soul...
my half dead or fallen asleep soul...
jus slap her or punch her...
pls...
jus wake her up...
so dat my life could be more meaningful...
n hav passion in it...
n achieve it...

i know i shouldn't have blamed it or unsatisfied wif it...
becoz i live much more better than sum ppl...
but...

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sianz...

annyeong,
today is reali a meaningless day...
veli veli sian...
dunno wad to do...
when i got up in the afternoon...
not morning...
a veli weird feeling came straight to my heart...
dis afternoon...
is veli relaxing...
veli free...
veli light...
veli comfortable
veli simple...
but my heart...
is veli complicated...
veli heavy...
veli uncomfortable...
i felt dat my heart can't fit in dat moment...
dat afternoon...
dat day...
i feel like cutting out my heart n punch it...
so dat it wont feel painful anymore...
dis feeling conquer my heart for few days ady...
but today's feeling bcum veli strong...
omg...
please help me!!!
i wanna cry it out...
but i coudn't...

shinyee 신리

depressed!!

well...
i just came bck from my fav place, Korea...
im always wanted to go there..
live there... play there... eat there... walk around...
surrounded by korean ppl...
listen to them talking in korean...
see hw they wear...
even if its minus 16 celcius...
gals still wears mini skirt...
wearing 3" high heels...
n of coz...
looking for cute korean guys...
oh...
my cousin n i saw one guy...
who is veli cute...
but...
in make ups...
oh...
wadever...
as long as he is cute...
hahaha...
i luv their culture...
their believes...
dey have their own thinking...
which is cool...
which brought them to stand out from the others...

besides that,
i met lots lots of new frens dere...
although some of us came from different part of malaysia...
different age...
we chit chat in the tour leader, jasmine's room...
we put mask together...
we eat jjajangmian together...
we gossip together...
we play cards together...
we drink beers together...
its reali reali fun to meet them...
mayb bcoz we dun hav age gap...
dats y we can be so close together...

ppl who i met there are:
yan, ting, alice (aka jenny n katherina), jasmine, kriz and kim...
yan is 15 yrs old gal but luks like 19 yrs old...
her voice is veli cute...
stay in de same room wif jasmine...
who bcums her godmum...
n keeps on 'dei-ing' kriz...
ting is a 19 yrs old gal but luks like 13 yrs old...
hahaha...
a cute n quiet gal...
but post veli nice in every pics...
alice...
19 yrs old... got lots of name...
live in a huge huge huge family...
75 ppl staying in her hs...
imagine it...
n she got 13 dogs...
next...
is our tour leader...
miss jasmine...
u know...
de world is reali reali small...
she is my secondary fren's brother's gf...
hahaha...
a cute godmum...
wanna join her trip next time...
pls giv me discount as well oh...
kriz...
a nice gentlemen...
dun mind us eating ramyeon in his room...
putting mask in his room...
can play cards veli well...
oh...
n he takes reali reali nice n artistics pics...
last but not least...
miss kim..
she is de 'xi tao lui'
haha...
we sits on the same table for meal everytime...
she likes kimchi alot...
n drinks shouju + beer...

oh...
actually my aunt bought me de ticket to go for this trip...
so i reali reali feel thankful...
i nearly forgot to introduce my cousin, candy...
im close wif all my cousins...
like michelle...
but wif candy...
coz we stay veli near...
so i always hang out wif her n her bros...
sometimes we go yam cha...
sometimes we go watch movie...
dis is de 1st time we go hols together...
its fun...
hope dat next time we could go again...

actually dere are many places where we din go...
n every place...
we only can stay for about 1 hour...
so din shop much...
i din even bought anything for myself...
haissss...
i will go again...
who wants to go wif me???
oh...
we hav 2 oppa following us everyday...
haha...
one is de tour guide's assisstant...
n de other one is de camera man...
veli nice ppl...
me n yan talked to them alot...
coz we wanna go to xiah's dad's pizza shop...
so we asked them for directions...
but its too far away...
so we din get to go dere...

this trip...
if in de case of korea...
its ok...
but for the ppl i met in this trip...
its super duper great!!!!!
ok lah...
if u wanna see pics...
pls go to my facebook...

ps: hey ching mun, shi hui, yuen mun...
i let u all down...
coz i got to update my blog b4 2010...
wakakakakaka...
ciao~~

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Hey Hey Hey

hey...

reali reali long time din write blog...

it has been 6 months...

everyone is saying dat my blog is fat mou-ing...

haha...

dats true...

lots of mushrooms grow over here ady...

well,

many things happened durin dis few months...

like....

my cousin went oversea to further his studies...

ehm...

i went to church...

im officially a christian...

but...

im yet baptised...

oh...

i finished my 2nd sem...

n got de results as well...

3d and 1c...

woohoo~~

den....

im on hols nw...

n i went to lots of places...

1st...

5K mission!!!

go sumwhere together...

we went melaka...

its fun, tiring, hot, happy, satisfied, food heaven...

unfortunately...

de 4 mun din go...

' yuen mun, pui mun, jahn mun and choon mun'

hahaha...

dey r de 5K muns..

i drove dere wif shi hui's car...

where 6 life is in my hand...

hahaha...

everyone is scared dat i will drive veli fast...

haha...

especially shi hui...

oh...

when we reached melaka...

shi hui drove...

den...

nyawa nyawa ikan...

will knock ppl's car...

everyone in dat car is screaming!!!!!

hahahahaha...

we ate lots of food as welll...

my fav is de cendol!!!

ppl...

must try when u go melaka...

we din get to eat the mee siam n nyonya food...

coz its closed dat day...

haiss...

shi hui veli geng...

coz she can rmb most of de roads dere...

both of us are GILA!!!

we laugh like dunno wad..

macam came out from tanjong rambutan...

laugh till got tears...

hahahaha...

haisss...

gila ppl campur xiao ppl..

= GILA SIAO ppl...

hahahaha...

ok lah... for more info..

check out shi hui's blog...

2nd...

i went to ipoh and cameron highlands...

after 3 years of promise...

everytime ching mun on9...

she will ask me...

'when r u cumin to ipoh to find me?'

hahaha...

so....

yeah we r there...

i went there wif chew lian...

only both of us...

im sorry eileen...

i thought u r bz...

so din tell u bout it...

i promise ching mun (again) (haha)

will hav a road trip to penang n ipoh....

so...

who ever wants to join...

jus sms me or giv me a call...

ehm...

we are shocked....

when we saw ching mun's house...

veli big...

n it luks abit like ' old folks home'

hahaha...

but its reali nice n big...

we went to eat de famous chicken rice loh...

hor fun... white kopi... dim sum...

n i tapao de yin gok gai oso...

nice!!!

we oso went to cameron highlands...

cool wind~~

strawberries!! but its not plucking season...

so we din get to 'pick our own straberries'

Boh tea...

de scenery is nice...

de tea is nice as well....

got lots of guai lou dere...

den i ate de jagung bakar...

fried ubi keledek ball...

ehm...

ching mun is still de same...

luks de same...

always eat ice...

always got flu...

always criticize me...

always think of sumthing to trick me...

ching mun...

i know u like me...

but no need always think of me geh...

hehehe...

den we played in her house loh...

wif her siblings n cousins...

oh...

i learned hw to ride a bicycle dere...

hahaha...

den went to ipoh's longest pasar malam loh...

den de next day balik loh...

erm...

well....

ehm...

im goin to korea on wed nite...

but sumthing happened...

so im worried that i cant go anymore...

haisss...

pray hard hard...

oh my lord...

ok lah...

sampai here...

oh ya...

next time i will talk bout my church life...

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

may god bless u...

thank god...

shinyee

Hi...

Annyeong...
No time din update my blog...
actually i still hav a paper on tuesday...
but study till xian liao...
so just on9 for awhile...

oh ya... i changed my playlist ady...
khalil fong's red bean...
originally from faye wong...
i like this song...
jazz style of red bean...
feel veli comfortable after listened to this song...
i began to like khalil's song...
his style... is diff from others...
all his songs... flow veli...
how to say...
like a river... huan man de...
n shu fu de...

dat day talked wif leen...
dreaming dat one dat we can fly to Korea...
n get our stock directly dere...
den can go jalan jalan oso...
wah... so shuang...
how i wish i can do that right on that moment...
dun care bout other stuff...
jus fly dere n do wad we wans to...
i hope that i can do that within 2 years...
it is my biggest dream now...

oh ya... father's dat is cuming...
i wish everyone's daddy live happily ever after...
hahaha... i mean healthy lah... happy lah... den jadi rich lah...
hahahaha... haiss...
talking bout dad...
sumtimes... i will think bout y i... or i should say...
all my siblings n i... are scared of my dad...
dun dare to talk to him...
n i knew dat for a long time...
but i still dun dare to improve the situation...
sumtimes i do wan to talk to him...
or tells him a joke or wadever...
i jus dun dare...
sumtimes i feel dat he is so cham...
hahahaha...
mayb when he is old old liao...
or i am old old liao...
de situation will bcum different...
mayb bah...
anyway...
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY...

actually i have many things i wanna talked bout...
but i forgot wad i wanna tell...
its good anyway...
coz all those are emo thingy...
suan le bah...
hehe...
jia you!!!!

shinyee
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~annyeong~

Hi eveyone...

annyeong...

erm...

quite emo dis week...

dunno y...

mayb its bcoz of the period...

haiss...

feel like crying...

especially on monday...

last sunday...

set a small stall in wonderful market...

to promote and sell vintagy's stuff...

actually the market is meant for designer and handmade crafter...

to go n sell their art pieces...

although vintagy is not...

but the organizer said that our stuff are unique and cute...

so mah let us go loh...

hehehe...

but reali a bit weird...

n a lot of ppl came to take pic of those art pieces...

but ours...

some of them jus dun bother us...

haiss...

dun care lah...

but dis bazaar is much much more fun n better than absolute bazaar...

leen oso think that way...

coz the organizer in absolute bazaar...

is not friendly... n not helpful...

but for this organizer... mike...

he n his gf ( I think ) is veli friendly...

n helpful... n ask about our opinions...

erm... dunno hw to explain...

jus dat the feel...

like veli close wif them... veli fun... can get together veli easily...

n oso the other vendors...

they are veli friendly... n they will share their art works...

experiences... much better than those ppl who only sell their things...

n dun care bout other ppl...

hais...

leen n I reali reali enjoy this bazaar...

although we have to like stand or tunggu gilir to sit the chair...

damn damn tired... but its worth it... n like it a lotttttttt....

besides that....

i thought bout my future...

n the things im doin rite nw...

i always think dat...

y i have to study so so so hard...

n do all those stupid f**king assignment...

FOR WHAT!!!!!!!

haiss... i reali dunno...

izit for myself?

for parents?

for grandparents?

for who?

or for wad????????????

i feel veli envy....

bcoz all those ppl especially those artist or crafter...

can do wad dey wan...

wad dey like...

wad dey enjoy...

wad dey will fill satisfied...

wad dey will fill dat dey think dat it is worth it....

n can dey reali survive by selling all their artistic thingy...

or handmade thingy...

mayb dey r veli poor or all those money jus ngam ngam...

but dey enjoy it... love it...

i oso wanna do wad i want...

do wadever i like... wadever i will feel satisfied and worth it...

i like to do all those " extra things"

my friends will noe...

those " wu eh bo eh" things...

dat jus wad i wan...

dats y... i feel like crying...

when i thought dat i have to go bck to my real life...

study shit...

do all those f**king assignment...

shibaiumayo!!!!!!!

haiss....

mayb sumday...

i can do wad i always wanted to...

jia you!!! 화이팅!!!

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Hi...

안녕...신리입니다...

it has been a long time...
again... hehehe...
jus chat wif ajima...
everyone has their own problem...
even if u think he or she is perfect...
no matter rich or poor...
luks happy or sad...
fat or thin...
tall or short...
you think he or she is good...
happy or watever...
but...
mayb...
he or she thinks that you are good...
happy or watever...
nothing is perfect...
jus dat ppl wans to find n bcum perfect...
but it will never be...

de other day i went to hav dinner wif a fren...
i asked him a question...
which bothered me n my frens 4 a long time...
finally i got de answer...
which is ady expected...
n i told him...
actually i got de same situation like him...
i dunno whether he is shocked or not...
but normally ppl will...
n he told me sumthing...
which mayb...
is de ans im luking 4...
he even ask me whehter i still miss u...
de ans is " yes "
coz yr luk still fly inside my head...
mayb sumday...
sumday...
i will let u go...
or i should say...
u let me go...

gudnite...

shinyee 신리

annyeong... oren man i yeyo...

hi... shinyee here...
안녕하세요... 신리입니다...

haiss....
nw my life is full wif assignment...
gonna 走火入魔...
dunno hw to start...
dunno hw to end...
dunno hw to find info...
dunno whether its right or wrong...
darn darn darn darn it....
but luckily...
got lots of friends...
can laugh... worry... stress...
all together...
hahaha...
no need to b alone...
i reali reali hate de feeling of being alone...
but sumtimes v reali do need sumtimes alone...
but dats a different situation...
i dun like de feeling of being alone when in a crowded place...
when everybody is bz talking wif frens...
or bz doin sumthing lah...
together wif summone...
but im alone...
doin my own things...
without anybody noticing me...
or dun even bother to know dat im dere...
as if dat im a ghost...
haisss....
dats a terrible feeling...
kena dump... or 被抛弃geh feeeling...
but so far...
or i should say...
its been a long long long time...
i dun hav dat feeling le...
n of coz i DUN WAN dat feeling to cum bck to me anymore...
i will close my door on it...
i should say...
i feel greatful... n thanks... n love...
to all my friends... my beloved friends...
no matter my primary or secondary or my pre-u...
or nw... my uni mates...
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!
n of coz I LOVE YOU... all my family members...
muackXXXXXXXXX

love,
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안녕하세요... 신리입니다...
Hi, Shinyee here...

It has been about 3 weeks since i started my new course...
everything is fine...
not as bad as wad i thought...
but nw im still worried about de assignment...
haisssss...

i oso get to know new frens....
agnes, ji lee, ruth n shu lin...
but... shu lin was kinda "different"
so v din go well along wif her...
nw she got another new fren...
ok lah... dun talk bout her anymore...
agnes is de kinda funny, smart, n sumtimes a bit fierce...
hahahaha... fortunately not to me...
ji lee is de cute wan n got a kiddy luk...
macam std 4 or 5 geh student... hehe...
ruth is de banana... but understand a bit chinese...
she is frenly n funny...
so its good to me dat i hav frens dat can laugh n joke wif me...
coz i dun wan all those nerdy wan n take life velix2 serious wan...
ahwwww... will bcum vlei stress wan...

classes is quite ok... de duration is only 1 hour...
so not too long...
sum of de lecturers r veli funny...
especially de business stats lecturer...
he likes to say " am i right... my dear frens..."
hehe... agnes always count hw many times he has said it...
jus like last time ching mun counted de i.s teacher...
dat i.s teacher likes to say " google"
haisss....

okie... new start...
i oso got new things dat i wanna buy...
here is my list...
1) Volkswagen Beetle ( i noe i wont get it... but i still wan it )
2) Apple Ipod
3) Second Handphone ( coz since i got a big business liao... haha...)
4) LV's Latest Spring Collection Purse

i mau i mau i mau...
oh ya... i oso mau pergi KOREA!!!! 한국!!!

no matter wad... HWAIING!! 화이팅!!

shinyee 신리

i'm scared...

안녕하세요... 신리입니다...

i'm scared...
my class gonna start next wed...
i reali reali dun feel like goin...
but i must...
i can go on like dis anymore...
doin nothing...
i must study...
den graduate...
den help out...
den mayb start my own business...
but de main thing is dat...
i must help out...
if not i will dissapoint them...
i dun wanna dissapoint them...
i dun wanna feel dat i owe them...
but...
dey keep on givin me pressure...
macam if i do it... oso got pressure...
i dun do it... oso got pressure...
i noe dey got pressure oso...
n dey hav much more than wad i had...
so...
i noe i must do it...
finish it...
hope to end it as soon as possible...
but time passes by veli veli fast...
i must do it well...
better than well...
so dey will proud of wad im doin...
den i will pay them bck...
n i can do wad i always reali wanted to...
so i must 提起我的心肝...
put 100% on it...
jia you!!!!

Happy Birthday Shi Hui... 생일 축하합니다...

안녕하세요...신리입니다...

hi everyone... 2day is my fren's birthday...
so wanna wish her over here...
생일 축하합니다...
生日快乐...
selamat hari jadi...
happy birthday...
誕生日おめでとう...

may all your wishes cum true...
jia you jia you jia you...
화이팅!!!

shinyee 신리