sianz...

annyeong,
today is reali a meaningless day...
veli veli sian...
dunno wad to do...
when i got up in the afternoon...
not morning...
a veli weird feeling came straight to my heart...
dis afternoon...
is veli relaxing...
veli free...
veli light...
veli comfortable
veli simple...
but my heart...
is veli complicated...
veli heavy...
veli uncomfortable...
i felt dat my heart can't fit in dat moment...
dat afternoon...
dat day...
i feel like cutting out my heart n punch it...
so dat it wont feel painful anymore...
dis feeling conquer my heart for few days ady...
but today's feeling bcum veli strong...
omg...
please help me!!!
i wanna cry it out...
but i coudn't...

shinyee 신리