miracles...

everyone wants miracles,
not miracle...
bcoz we want sumthing
that maybe we coudn't do it all by ourselves...
or,
sumthing that we think we coudn't do it at all...
anyway...
only a few in this world that could hav miracle happens on them...

Im jus a little tiny me who live in this gigantic world...
besides havin a huge body size...
i've got nothing else
that could have gain me sum attention or chance to hav miracle happens on me..
chances of this is like de chance of winning the toto's 1st prize...
maybe even harder than that...

if from the beginning i put all my effort in it n din give up...
i could have achieve it long time ago...
is dis y it still bothers me bcoz i gav up easily...
r u punishing me?

oh my lord...
please wake up my soul...
my half dead or fallen asleep soul...
jus slap her or punch her...
pls...
jus wake her up...
so dat my life could be more meaningful...
n hav passion in it...
n achieve it...

i know i shouldn't have blamed it or unsatisfied wif it...
becoz i live much more better than sum ppl...
but...

shinyee 신리