i'm scared...

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i'm scared...
my class gonna start next wed...
i reali reali dun feel like goin...
but i must...
i can go on like dis anymore...
doin nothing...
i must study...
den graduate...
den help out...
den mayb start my own business...
but de main thing is dat...
i must help out...
if not i will dissapoint them...
i dun wanna dissapoint them...
i dun wanna feel dat i owe them...
but...
dey keep on givin me pressure...
macam if i do it... oso got pressure...
i dun do it... oso got pressure...
i noe dey got pressure oso...
n dey hav much more than wad i had...
so...
i noe i must do it...
finish it...
hope to end it as soon as possible...
but time passes by veli veli fast...
i must do it well...
better than well...
so dey will proud of wad im doin...
den i will pay them bck...
n i can do wad i always reali wanted to...
so i must 提起我的心肝...
put 100% on it...
jia you!!!!